ughhhhhhhh

everyday i feel like shiiiiii just in different font

i was happy when steve lacy released new album though (ykdw i WAS in that listening party livestream) im so happy that he made music again bc it feels like i listened to gemini rights a million times already (deserved bc its a wonderful album idc if im glazing too much)

i got also really sick last week and this and doomscrolling makes a lethal combination because when im bedrotting i have no motivation to do anything!

no will to eat, go to the bathroom at all, not even stretch in the bed i deadass feel like im superglued to one side to the bed :(

go back